The world, with everything in it, including “my” (and everyone’s) body (including the brain), is a never happened story, it is just a dream in the mind (not in the brain) which in its self is also a dream. And dreams are dreams, are dreams, are dreams, are dreams, never to become Reality.
Within this dream concept the whole thing is “a never ending story”, because it never began. the whole thing is just the answer, the effect to the impossible wish to be separated from Reality, Oneness, Love, God.
Only this one hidden wish keeps this impossible dream of separation going.
Until the mind is ready to let this impossible dream go and is ready to remember back into God, where it never left in the first place.
And this will “happen” inevitably, because it never really happened.
So seemingly trapped in this never happened, seemingly never ending dream the only real question would be: “what is it for?”: to keep the separation intact, or remembering back in Reality”.
That would be the only proper question to ask with everything that seems to happen in the dream, this seemingly “my” so called life.
There is no investigation needed in the outcome only in the minds input;
what is it for, and then choose again: ego or Holy Spirit, fear or Love. And the (dream) effects of this choice will “look after itself”.
There is nothing more to “do” than this: choose again, and again, and again, and again…
Recently it really dawned to me that looking with ego always automatically involves looking from the perspective of my minds choice for and identification with the body: I Annelies (body) is looking with ego, which is impossible because there is no body (There is no world WpI.132.6:2).
And suddenly it really dawned to me, hé wait a minute, there is no Annelies body, there is only mind that projects an image, so it is just impossible that there is a body Annelies that is looking (eyes don’t see). It only looks like there is a body Annelies that is looking at the ego, because that is the ego’s way to hide that there is only mind! An Annelies body looking at the ego is just the reflection of the minds choice for separation.
On the other hand, looking with the other choice, the minds choice for looking with HS/J involves first looking at how the ego’s way of looking works, without analyzing or changing it to making a better version of it. And then realizing without judging it (so with HS/J) that whatever I think and believe I see is impossible, so I must be mistaken, so there must be another way. And at the same time it is the only way I will be able to learn the difference between ego and HS. HS/J meets me where I believe I am; seemingly experiencing a world in which I am a body.
So, it feels like “looking” moved on to a deeper level… moving from theory to an experience, or may by better, moving on from fear to Love.